I�m writing a story. It�s a story about sex and romance in Clemmons library. Only, I named �Clemmons� �Kent� because I was feeling particularly crafty. The story is wonderfully, magically, deliciously bad. I love its badness, I love its terrible, awful, cliched essence � I love the cringe it gives me to read over what I�ve written. This may be one of my favorite pieces of terribleness yet.
I wear my vulnerability like a badge, I want others to marvel at it, really. I pretend to like hiding it, and maybe there was a time when I really did try to have a tough exterior. But there is no denying that I am most horrified at my own actions when said actions were out of cold, calculated reason rather than passion. My ability to be rational in situations where I should be weepy and hysteric is usually beautiful at the time, but terrible to look back on.
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